Bitter-Sweet...

I don't know whether I should jump up & down or cry.. a mix of emotions tonight as i'm gathering up the school supplies.... this is just the boys' supplies with Macy's backpack included.. She needs all different supplies since she'll be at a different school....

With the day I had today with them... I'm happy to send them off to Miss Doria, Miss Chrissy & Miss Lori.... I saw Chase's teacher last week at a Cheerleader competition, i told her to start lifting weights and prepare.... She said... "bring him on, i'm ready"... I'm going to remind her of this at the end of the school year, if he doesn't get kicked out. Doria and I have spoke about Chase on many occasions and I know that if anyone can handle Chase, she can. He really is in good hands. I know that Chase gets the raw end of the deal sometimes, he gets blamed for a lot by his brother & sister and it's not always his fault.

Yesterday while Devin & Macy were napping, Chase had a Dr. Appt, as we were waiting for Daddy to come get him, we sat on the couch all snuggled up and read "The very hungry Caterpillar" about 4 times, he has it memorized now. he layed his head on my shoulder and read every page to me. One on one he is as sweet and as loving as could be! The sweetest.. an Angel... But add Devin & Macy to the mix and he is sometimes just a terror.. it's as if he's just exercising his Alpha Male role.

Pre-school is going to be soo good for him, so good for Devin and soo good for Macy. Macy is going to be in a class with her good friend Ava or "Eva" as they call her. I'm sure they will have a great time at Timothy's School.